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My Very Present Help in Time of Need
What’s your favourite praise and worship songs? If I have to choose, the albums of Hillsong and Sari Simorangkir along with Maria Shandi are definitely on top of that. I have always longing to attend a Sunday Mass in Hillsong Church Sydney since 2004 ( I wrote it here) and when it came true in 2019 ago (yeah 15 years later), no words could describe how I felt.
Here’s a Confession
I feel like the universe has been trying to redirect me in the first quarter of 2021. It has been energy and mentally draining process. Yet, I cannot grateful enough! I like the version of me now.
It is also actually a reminder of what I should be doing. But again as The Worrier never left my side of the brain, I resort to what I consider as a comfort zone.
Therefore to avoid myself ended up in an angry and bitter stage, I wrote personal journals a lot. Like, a lot. That give me chance to reevaluate my thinking. The self-talk afterwards helps me rediscover new insight and perspective of what I trully want and need. The difference is really significant. I am way happier, calmer and grateful.
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Cutting off Toxic People
I recently cutting off toxic people from my life and surprise surprise… It feels good. After putting on lots of shit for couple of months which cost my mental health, I finally able to distance myself from the person.
Certain people just don’t deserve another chance, say people who’s pushing their wants, forcing connection and keep on crossing the boundaries.
Only when the person’s gone, I was able to feel my whole emotion again. Like this big heavy burden was lifted up. I feel like a human again not a zombie whose soul was being sucked off till the last drop.
Never realize how big the impact is for my inner peace when I started to set up boundaries and get rid of toxicity. It was one of the best decision ever. I am happy.
God is Just a Prayer Away
This morning I stumbled into one of Rueben Morgan’s song: All I am. I knew this song more than a decade ago yet I felt God touched my heart (again) through this song. The lyrics, the tunes, it felt all different.
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6 Crazy Things I (Sometimes) Do to Save Money
Once in a while I want something which perhaps quite pricey according to my pocket. Something unnecessary yet I want it badly. To be honest, in terms of money, I am quite hard to my self. I manage my finance well, I always balance it every month and I know exactly where did my pennies go. This my friend, I call it the perks of marrying an accountant! 
hahaha.
Therefore when there are things (which I consider go to “unnecessary” department) I don’t spoil my desire. I don’t use my saving to buy those things yet I push my self to do something extra to earn what I want. For sure, without disturbing the monthly cash flow. And these are what I usually do: Baca lebih lanjut
First Crush
Who was your first crush? I remember when I was on 5th or 6th grade I had this crush to this music player in church, guitarist to precise. Hmmm, I forgot his name already 😀 I could recall the high school where he went but… Darn! I completely forget his name. Slap me, please. Haha.
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Farewell
Our last picture together. Taken when I accompany you to visit the doctor. I miss you so much.
Eight days after your gone and my heart still ache. It is never easy to loose a friend, especially a close friend like you dear Rosi. I will always remember you fondly and have wonderful memories of many times spent with you during our younger years. After a long fight of cancer, you finally go, but your strong will to survive always inspire others. I still sob whenever I remember you but I keep reminding my self that you are in better place now. For sure you will always remain in my heart. Always.
So long my Rosita, till we meet again after life.
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