It’s official! There’s a bun in the oven! πŸ˜

Never thought I would be this happy. I always think that having a baby would slow me down, would made me feel uneasy doing things that I like.

But, it was all changed.
When me and Adrian went to see a doctor and he showed us what was happening inside my stomach ….
When for the first time I saw the baby’s heart bits slowly ….
My maternal instinct was kicking.
That would be the most beautiful moment in my life!
I was like almost crying.
There’s a 7 week old baby inside my womb.
And I would do anything to make the baby safe and sound. Anything.

For a while, Adrian and me decided to call the baby, ‘Lex’. No, we don’t know the sex of the baby yet but we found that the name ‘Lex’ is quite unique. It can be for a baby girl or a baby boy name: Alexander or Alexandra, just wait up later ^_^

Now, Adrian is fussier. Ask me to eat this and that. Make sure I take the vitamins and good nutrition. And me? I deliberately reduce my activities. We both cancel some of our planned trips. Change our life priorities and so on, and so on. πŸ˜„

It’s amazing how the presence of a baby can change a person, in this case, is changing me and Adrian.
Oh, God. Thank you for this unexpected gift πŸ™‚
Thank you so much!

But… You’ve Got All My Heart.

“Bang, I think I should’ve gotten a reward.”
“Reward? What? Why?”
“Well… Last Friday I accompanied you working over time till almost midnight, on Saturday and Sunday I was in your office the whole day. An this Monday I drove 60km to accompany you for half day meeting. I, then demand a reward.” πŸ™‚
“But… You’ve got all my heart. That’s not enough?”
……

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*A conversation over a sushi last night, one that made me want to kiss him right away* πŸ˜€

Practicability

This long pencil skirt with a high back vent creates a sexy outline of the body.

Womens Long Ponte Pencil Skirt by White House Black Market IDR 667.215 ($78)
source: polyvore.com/cgi/thing?id=27755283
Been wearing this kind of model for the office uniform about 1,5 year. Indeed I feel sexy and I like it. But now instead of feeling sexy I feel it’s incommoding, especially when I haffta use the stairs. It’s just too tight. Thinking of wearing trousers to the office; more practical. People change. I change. But somehow I don’tΒ  quite like this change. Just for the sake of practicability!