Practicability

This long pencil skirt with a high back vent creates a sexy outline of the body.

Womens Long Ponte Pencil Skirt by White House Black Market IDR 667.215 ($78)
source: polyvore.com/cgi/thing?id=27755283
Been wearing this kind of model for the office uniform about 1,5 year. Indeed I feel sexy and I like it. But now instead of feeling sexy I feel it’s incommoding, especially when I haffta use the stairs. It’s just too tight. Thinking of wearing trousers to the office; more practical. People change. I change. But somehow I don’t  quite like this change. Just for the sake of practicability!

Permohonan Senja

Pada semburat senja kutitipkan rasa.
Pada temaram cahaya ada banyak cerita.
Tentang lena hidup beraneka
Antara suka, air mata juga asa..
Senjaku singgahlah lebih lama

Ku nanti esok bagai pagi menanti mentari.

Wahai senja, berhentilah lebih lama dari biasa.

Biar puas kunikmati paras jingga.

Elokmu pelipur lara..

Red Velvet Mite

Don’t you know that PMS is so frustating?
Feels so damn helpless to fight the horrible mood swing
It consumes lotta energy as well as the goodness inside
Please do have some mercy to us, to me

Red Velvet Mite is a sign language for “go away, leave me alone.”

Photo Source: flickr.com/photos/400k/3540375293/

You Refuse Not

Panic attacked at 4 a.m. in the morning. Stress out for I’d conduct a test with high ranks as the participants. Cried silently but as always I can’t hide anything from you. You were extremerly sleepy (don’t lie, I knew it) but still you woke up and searched for some medicine. It really stroke me out, you could’ve stayed sleeping, but you refuse not. Reached my body then pat pat the stomach with a comforting face whispered, “you’ll be fine.”
And more tears running down on my cheeks.. No, not because it was hurts but because I never been loved this deep. Thank you.