So, this is how broken heart feels. As I am writing this I am shaking. What we have planned for, what we have idealized for can suddenly crumbled into pieces. They said, “There’s gonna be a good reason for everything. There’s no such thing of coincidence.”

Well, it’s just me. Me gotta prepare bigger heart to accept things I can’t accept. It’s true, totally true, that we can’t control what happen outside of us but we can control our response. Or… Simply make a peace with yourself therefore you can see positive side of something… Well, that last sentence is a simple sentence without any simplicity.

Dear God, hold my hands!