Kategori: Self Journey

Lemmi Stop You Right There

I’ve closed the door to the past and look forward by opening the door to the future.

So, Lemmi Stop You Right There. Stop trying to fix things you’ve smashed and trying to get credits for mending it. (Dunno the reason) perhaps to make you feel good about yourself? To ease the guilty feeling? Or maybe in the hope there’s a chance for me reaching you out to reconnect as a thank you courtesy? 🧐

If I want to, I myself can arrange the reconciliation with my own resource. No help needed.

Heart is like a glass and once it’s shattered, it’s never be the same. I’ve changed. I’ve grown. I am not that meek-submissive person you used to put pressure on. I’ve said goodbye to that old version of mine. 😊🙃

02/05/2021. Ah, 2nd of May. Hello, May. Come what may.

Learning How to Say No

I’m still learning the first line, comfortably. Garis bawahi kata comfortably alias nyaman. Dididik sama orang tua untuk harus selalu patuh dan kena omel abis-abisan kalo enggak nurut, bikin saya nggak nyaman buat menolak.

Saya terbiasa untuk speak up apa maunya saya dan nggak ada masalah dengan itu. Namun begitu ada orang yang minta tolong, ambyar semua. Saya nggak nyaman menolak. Sering merasa bersalah atau nggak enakan gitu kalo ada yang minta tolong. Say No itu tingkat kesulitannya (buat saya) sama kaya kalau saya lagi bikin itinerary liburan keluarga ke Korea atau itinerary jalan-jalan ke Kamboja :D. Ribet. Baca lebih lanjut →