Saturday has always been my fave day. I get the time to relax and enjoy myself by exercising, reading books, gardening or simply listening to random music. And Queen is on my playlist now as I write this blog post which is funny how it can correlates.
So, things happened. I ain’t a saint. I made mistakes. I apologized and tried the best to improve myself. But looking back at the first months of 2021, somehow those weren’t enough unless I appease the person. Unless I followed whatever scenario of how I shoud behave/react to the persons’ desires.
That’s just not right. Forcing something has never been right.
I understand the pain it was caused. I am owning the mistake; taking responsibility by apologizing and committing a changed behaviour. Yet, that doesn’t mean I deserve to be mistreated. I’ve paid my dues.
ekaLagi 
namanya jg hidup, harus ada salah dan masalah. btw ujung2nya jd pengen nyanyi…
Ayok nyanyi bareeeeeng
Aku jg lg ngalamin hal serupa. I made mistakes, I screwed up. I asked for appology not once or twice but more; dan itu permintaan maaf yg bersungguh2. Tp klo orangnya tetep gak mau maafin, ya aku juga merasa: thats enuf, aku gak mau minta maaf lagi krn sudah cukup.
Curhat diterima dengan selapang-lapangnya. Hehehe